In case anyone has noticed, there have been a few changes to this blog. For one, it is officially upgraded (woohoo!) and will be undergoing a redesign. For two, well- I’m still working on that one.

Construction is a theme that has been on my mind a lot today. My co-workers and I spent most of our day moving computers from one side of town to the new High School on campus. It was the first time I had been inside the spacious two story building. I am amazed at how much of a change it has ungone in the last few weeks- it is almost ready for classes! (keyword: Almost. None of the computers are set up (my job!) and the elevator is not yet operational.)

Our entire campus is abuzz with the sounds of construction. I don’t think any of our buildings have missed out on some form of reconstruction (last week the admin got a new roof- and spent a day without power!) We also have two new homes in the works, while two others are being gutted and redone. It’s really quite exciting.

As I watch the big trucks and the cool asphalt roller thingy doing their jobs, I can’t help but contemplate the construction occuring inside of me. I have so much to learn, so many thoughts that I just can’t reconcile. Lately my heart has felt quite mangled… all I want to do is crawl into my ‘Daddy’s’ arms and cry because I don’t know what else to do. I feel so confused. Part of me wants to run… far far away… even farther to Nashville (my heart cries for Seattle) because I don’t know what else to do.

Regardless of my imperfections, I know that God is not yet done with me. I may look complete from the outside, but God’s still got a few computers and an elevator to install… and only in Eternity will I be truly complete.